That I am indeed one messed up individual. I wish there was some way of contracting my insecurity. I never expected myself to be this way but here I am. Judgmental, insecure, and egotistical…. I am a grade ‘A’ asshole… I just want to change. I want to be more like Jesus and less of a dick. I am such a proud individual that I don’t allow outside help… Yet here I am displaying my inner most thoughts so the world can read. How egotistical “OH WOE IS ME!” like a cry for sympathy, and I lack compassion. Here I am complaining and I get on peoples cases for that exact reason. I truly am a mess. I am not a perfect person and I assume my attempts to be hinder me from bettering myself. I am here bitching about my issues and yet there is someone dying as I speak… I should be more grateful. I am not though, I am a ungrateful pompous ass who’s only concern is my own. I seek god in these moments of doubt but I fear his responses. Do I really want to change? Do I really want to be different? Or am I content on being the asshole?

12:36 pm  •  12 May 2013

Out of gym straight to Kung Fu! #shaolin #kungfu #workout #fitness

3:42 pm  •  16 April 2013

On the ropes tired as fuck! #exhuasted #fitness #workout #crossfit #ropes #determination #determine

9:29 pm  •  13 April 2013

More from the wedding! #kentucky #kentuckybound #louisville #suitandtie #wedding #suit

5:55 pm  •  13 April 2013

On da SET!!! #filming #film #goinggoldseries

12:15 pm  •  13 April 2013

Acting!!! #acting #filming #ilovemybrother #doepicshit #gymlater

10:22 am  •  13 April 2013

In the city early morning to film. Then the gym afterwards #busylife #nyc #empirestatebuilding #film #goinggoldseries #goodday

6:58 am  •  13 April 2013  •  1 note

You’re never over brother. R.I.P. #ripcreep #ripjoshuabasin #supervillains #yourneveover #restinpeace #restinparadise #imissyou

10:59 pm  •  10 April 2013

Long boarding during my break! #longboarding #longboard #apex40 #quickcardio #fitness #stayinginshape #goingtothegymlater

4:28 pm  •  10 April 2013

Scruffy and shaggy #ineedahaircut #scruffy #shaggy #longboard #schoolflow

3:36 pm  •  10 April 2013