I found out recently…
That I am indeed one messed up individual. I wish there was some way of contracting my insecurity. I never expected myself to be this way but here I am. Judgmental, insecure, and egotistical…. I am a grade ‘A’ asshole… I just want to change. I want to be more like Jesus and less of a dick. I am such a proud individual that I don’t allow outside help… Yet here I am displaying my inner most thoughts so the world can read. How egotistical “OH WOE IS ME!” like a cry for sympathy, and I lack compassion. Here I am complaining and I get on peoples cases for that exact reason. I truly am a mess. I am not a perfect person and I assume my attempts to be hinder me from bettering myself. I am here bitching about my issues and yet there is someone dying as I speak… I should be more grateful. I am not though, I am a ungrateful pompous ass who’s only concern is my own. I seek god in these moments of doubt but I fear his responses. Do I really want to change? Do I really want to be different? Or am I content on being the asshole?
12:36 pm • 12 May 2013
Out of gym straight to Kung Fu! #shaolin #kungfu #workout #fitness
3:42 pm • 16 April 2013
On the ropes tired as fuck! #exhuasted #fitness #workout #crossfit #ropes #determination #determine
9:29 pm • 13 April 2013
More from the wedding! #kentucky #kentuckybound #louisville #suitandtie #wedding #suit
5:55 pm • 13 April 2013
On da SET!!! #filming #film #goinggoldseries
12:15 pm • 13 April 2013
Acting!!! #acting #filming #ilovemybrother #doepicshit #gymlater
10:22 am • 13 April 2013
In the city early morning to film. Then the gym afterwards #busylife #nyc #empirestatebuilding #film #goinggoldseries #goodday
6:58 am • 13 April 2013 • 1 note
You’re never over brother. R.I.P. #ripcreep #ripjoshuabasin #supervillains #yourneveover #restinpeace #restinparadise #imissyou
10:59 pm • 10 April 2013
Long boarding during my break! #longboarding #longboard #apex40 #quickcardio #fitness #stayinginshape #goingtothegymlater
4:28 pm • 10 April 2013
Scruffy and shaggy #ineedahaircut #scruffy #shaggy #longboard #schoolflow
3:36 pm • 10 April 2013